Я их не помню... Я не помню рук,
которые с меня срывали платья.
А платье - помню. Помню, скольких мук
мне стоили забытые объятья.
Как не пускала мама, как дитя
трагически глядело из манежа.
Как падала, набойками частя,
в объятья вечера, и был он свеже-
заваренным настоем из дождя
вчерашнего и липовых липучек,
которые пятнали, не щадя,
наряд прекрасный, сексапильный, лучший.
И ту скамью, где, истово скребя
ошмётки краски, мокрая, шальная,
я говорила:"Я люблю тебя".
Кому - не помню. Для чего - не знаю.
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I don't know how to love him
What to do, how to move him
I've been changed, yes really changed
In these past few days
When I've seen myself
I seem like someone else
I don't know how to take this
I don't see why he moves me
He's a man
He's just a man
And I've had so many
Men before
In very many ways
He's just one more
Should I bring him down
Should I scream and shout
Should I speak of love
Let my feelings out?
I never thought I'd come to this
What's it all about?
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Я учусь не боятся тебя пережить,
тем паче - переумереть.
Когда мы не сможем с тобой говорить,
я буду тебе петь.
О том, что тебя невозможно забыть,
простившись, тем паче - уйдя,
о том, что не так уж и сложно - плыть
против течения дождя.
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Should I bring him down
Should I scream and shout
Should I speak of love
Let my feelings out?
I never thought I'd come to this
What's it all about?
Yet
If he said he loved me
I'd be lost
I'd be frightened
I couldn't cope
Just couldn't cope
I'd turn my head
I'd back away
I wouldn't want to know
He scares me so
I want him so
I love him so.
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Пред нами расступались, как миражи,
Построенные чудом города,
Сама ложилась мята нам под ноги,
И птицам с нами было по дороге,
И рыбы подымались по реке,
И небо развернулось пред глазами...
Когда судьба по следу шла за нами,
Как сумасшедший с бритвою в руке.
I do not remember ... I do not remember the hand ,
which tore off my dress.
A dress - remember. Remember how much anguish
cost me forgotten arms.
As my mother would not let me , as a child
tragically stared out of the arena .
Fall as part of taps ,
into the arms of the evening , and it was freshly
brewed infusion of Rain
yesterday and fake velcro
are spotted , not sparing ,
beautiful outfit , sexy best .
And that bench , where devout scratching
lumps of paint , wet, crazy ,
I said: "I love you."
Who - I do not remember . Why - I do not know .
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I don't know how to love him
What to do, how to move him
I've been changed, yes really changed
In these past few days
When I've seen myself
I seem like someone else
I don't know how to take this
I don't see why he moves me
He's a man
He's just a man
And I've had so many
Men before
In very many ways
He's just one more
Should I bring him down
Should I scream and shout
Should I speak of love
Let my feelings out?
I never thought I'd come to this
What's it all about?
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I'm not afraid of you learning to survive ,
even more so - pereumeret .
When we can not talk to you ,
I will sing to you .
The fact that you will never forget ,
simple, even more so - stepping ,
that is not so difficult - swim
upstream rain .
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Should I bring him down
Should I scream and shout
Should I speak of love
Let my feelings out?
I never thought I'd come to this
What's it all about?
Yet
If he said he loved me
I'd be lost
I'd be frightened
I couldn't cope
Just couldn't cope
I'd turn my head
I'd back away
I wouldn't want to know
He scares me so
I want him so
I love him so.
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Parted before us like a mirage ,
Built miracle city
She went to bed mint under our feet ,
And the birds of the world was on the road ,
And fish rose up along the river ,
And the sky unfolded before the eyes of ...
When fate was on the trail behind us,
Like a madman with a razor in his hand.