I’ve been trying to love myself for real
I’ve been trying not to feel what I feel
I’ve been trying to be a bit less mistaken
It was real the feeling I had for you
And you told me how you need me too
Everyone kept saying it’s not the real thing
How dare you break my lonely heart
And dance on the pieces
Being with you just tares me apart
Not again and again
Take you love and leave me behind
Realize we’re mistaken
I don’t need to be torn down
Not again and again
I’ve been wanting to die, just so you know
Trying to show them all how I’m alone
I’ve been hating my bedroom in the night
I’ve seen heaven and hell with you
I believed the lies you said were true
I’ve been trying to grow, I’ve been holding on
I’ve been trying to be strong
How dare you break my lonely heart
And dance on the pieces
Being with you just tares me apart
Not again and again
Take you love and leave me behind
Realize we’re mistaken
I don’t need to be torn down
Not again and again
Once again I just want to feel something true
Once again I just want to get closer to you
Nothing will ever change anyway
This is all we have
Not again will I lie to myself
Not again
Только не снова
Я пытался любить себя по-настоящему,
Я пытался не чувствовать то, что чувствую я,
Я старался чуть меньше ошибаться.
Мое чувство к тебе было настоящим,
И ты тоже говорила мне, как я тебе нужен.
Но все продолжали говорить, что это всё ненастоящее.
Как смеешь ты разбивать моё одинокое сердце
И танцевать на осколках?
Пребывание с тобой только разрывает меня,
Только не опять...
Забери свою любовь и оставь меня позади.
Пойми, мы ошиблись,
Я не хочу быть сломлен,
Только не опять...
Я хотел умереть, именно так, знай это,
Пытаясь показать всем, как я одинок,
Я ненавидел свою спальню по ночам.
Я видел рай и ад с тобой.,
Я верил, что ложь, которую ты говорила, была правдой.
Я пытался расти, я держался,
Я пытался быть сильным.
Как смеешь ты разбивать моё одинокое сердце
И танцевать на осколках?
Пребывание с тобой только разрывает меня,
Только не опять...
Забери свою любовь и оставь меня позади.
Пойми, мы ошиблись,
Я не хочу быть сломлен,
Только не опять...
Ещё раз я лишь хочу почувствовать что-то истинное,
Ещё раз я лишь хочу стать ближе к тебе.
Ничто не изменится в любом случае -
Это всё, что у нас есть,
Я больше не буду лгать себе снова,
Больше не буду...
I've been trying to love myself for real
I've been trying not to feel what I feel
I've been trying to be a bit less mistaken
It was real the feeling I had for you
And you told me how you need me too
Everyone kept saying it's not the real thing
How dare you break my lonely heart
And dance on the pieces
Being with you just tares me apart
Not again and again
Take you love and leave me behind
Realize we're mistaken
I don't need to be torn down
Not again and again
I've been wanting to die, just so you know
Trying to show them all how I'm alone
I've been hating my bedroom in the night
I've seen heaven and hell with you
I believed the lies you said were true
I've been trying to grow, I've been holding on
I've been trying to be strong
How dare you break my lonely heart
And dance on the pieces
Being with you just tares me apart
Not again and again
Take you love and leave me behind
Realize we're mistaken
I don't need to be torn down
Not again and again
Once again I just want to feel something true
Once again I just want to get closer to you
Nothing will ever change anyway
This is all we have
Not again will I lie to myself
Not again
Not again
I tried to love yourself truly ,
I tried not to feel what I feel,
I tried a little less wrong.
My feeling was this to you ,
And you're telling me , I need you .
But everyone kept saying that it's all fake .
How dare you break my lonely heart
And dance on the ruins ?
Stay with you just tears me ,
Not again ...
Take your love and leave me behind.
Look, we made a mistake ,
I do not want to be broken,
Not again ...
I wanted to die , that's right , know it ,
Trying to show everyone how I'm lonely
I hated my bedroom at night.
I saw heaven and hell with you. ,
I believed the lie that you said was true.
I tried to grow, I held ,
I tried to be strong.
How dare you break my lonely heart
And dance on the ruins ?
Stay with you just tears me ,
Not again ...
Take your love and leave me behind.
Look, we made a mistake ,
I do not want to be broken,
Not again ...
Once again, I just want to feel something real ,
Once again, I just want to get closer to you.
Nothing will change in any case -
This is all that we have,
I will not lie to yourself again
Will not ...
