Music: Oleg Azov; Lyrics: Oleg Azov; Sound: Aleksandr Lukichev
Video fragments from Walter Ruttmann and Ross Forshaw
Иуда
Когда идешь по городу вниз
В темные окна видно того
Который вечно о чем то молчит
Смотрит в глаза сквозь это стекло
И ему видно все что я утаю
Ему видно сквозь ширмы и полы
И куда б я ни шел, перед ним стою
Как бы ни был одет, совершенно голый
В нем иная печаль и меня берет страх
В его глазах бездонная бездна
Там все мои деньги превращаются в прах
Все мое золото - лом железный
И я сравнил себя с ним, да я полная мразь
Все мое небо залито черным светом
И где я иду только мусор и грязь
Что я пою..., но не надо об этом
Позволь и я оденусь в чистые одежды
Позволь и я сменю безверье на надежду
Мой долгий путь тоннельный свет бетонных улиц
Прости был глух, прости был слеп, я был Иудой
О святая святых я вчера был жесток
Проклятье, но я и сегодня не лучше
Я лучшему другу желал что б тот сдох
И чьи то когти рвут мою душу
И я хотел поменять все что прожито до
Хочу поменять чем живу теперь я
Грудную клетку взорвать но зато
Убить в ней сидящего зверя
И я пытался бежать, да он рядом бежит
Разбивал стекло, но не было толку
Я всегда видел взгляд который молчит
В каждом из тысячи мелких осколков
Позволь и я оденусь в чистые одежды
Позволь и я сменю безверье на надежду
Мой долгий путь тоннельный свет бетонных улиц
Прости был глух, прости был слеп, я был Иудой
[...]
JUDAS
Take a walk down the streets
Look through the dark glistening windows
You'll see there someone who never speaks
Staring at you with bitter feelings
He can see everything I try to withhold
He knows if I slipped or barely made it
Wherever I go I stand before him
No matter how dressed, totally naked
He has different rules and he’s differently just
His eyes are deep bottomless ocean
In them all my money turns into dust
All of my gold has got corrosion
I compared myself with him and I failed
My sky was lit with blackened glowing
And there I was hollow and pale
Singing about… well. that changes nothing
:
Allow me to become someone to dares to see it
Allow me to become someone to dares to be it
Walk through the streets deal with these things that can get to us
Forgive me if I was as deaf and blind as Judas
Oh my holy of holiness, I used to be cruel
God dammed but I am still not any better
I wished my best friend dropped dead damned fool
It feels like soul is going through shredder
I wish I could change what I had done before
I wish I could change how I live at this moment
Blow up the rib cage and therefore
Kill it, this beast is roaring
I was trying to run but he’s running with me
Shattered glass just to see it was useless
I was getting these stares which never speak
From every piece of the broken windows
:
Allow me to become someone to dares to see it
Allow me to become someone to dares to be it
Walk through the streets deal with these things that can get to us
Forgive me if I was as deaf and blind as Judas
Music: Oleg Azov; Lyrics: Oleg Azov; Sound: Aleksandr Lukichev
Video fragments from Walter Ruttmann and Ross Forshaw
Judas
When you walk down town
In the dark windows one can see
Which is always silent about something
Looks into the eyes through this glass
And he can see everything that I hide
He can see through screens and floors
And wherever I go, I stand in front of him
No matter how dressed, completely naked
It has a different sadness and fear takes me
In his eyes, a bottomless abyss
There all my money turns to dust
All my gold is scrap iron
And I compared myself to him, yes I am a complete scum
All my sky is filled with black light
And where I go is only trash and dirt
What I'm singing ... but don't talk about it
Let me put on clean clothes too
Let me change my lack of faith for hope
My long way tunnel light of concrete streets
I'm sorry I was deaf, I'm sorry I was blind, I was Judas
Holy of holies I was cruel yesterday
Damn it, I'm no better today
I wished my best friend would die
And someone's claws are tearing my soul
And I wanted to change everything that I lived before
I want to change what I live now
Blow up the chest, but
Kill a sitting beast in it
And I tried to run, but he runs next to me
Broke glass, but there was no point
I've always seen a silent look
In each of a thousand small fragments
Let me put on clean clothes too
Let me change my lack of faith for hope
My long way tunnel light of concrete streets
I'm sorry I was deaf, I'm sorry I was blind, I was Judas
[...]
JUDAS
Take a walk down the streets
Look through the dark glistening windows
You'll see there someone who never speaks
Staring at you with bitter feelings
He can see everything I try to withhold
He knows if I slipped or barely made it
Wherever I go I stand before him
No matter how dressed, totally naked
He has different rules and he’s differently just
His eyes are deep bottomless ocean
In them all my money turns into dust
All of my gold has got corrosion
I compared myself with him and I failed
My sky was lit with blackened glowing
And there I was hollow and pale
Singing about… well. that changes nothing
:
Allow me to become someone to dares to see it
Allow me to become someone to dares to be it
Walk through the streets deal with these things that can get to us
Forgive me if I was as deaf and blind as Judas
Oh my holy of holiness, I used to be cruel
God dammed but I am still not any better
I wished my best friend dropped dead damned fool
It feels like soul is going through shredder
I wish I could change what I had done before
I wish I could change how I live at this moment
Blow up the rib cage and therefore
Kill it, this beast is roaring
I was trying to run but he’s running with me
Shattered glass just to see it was useless
I was getting these stares which never speak
From every piece of the broken windows
:
Allow me to become someone to dares to see it
Allow me to become someone to dares to be it
Walk through the streets deal with these things that can get to us
Forgive me if I was as deaf and blind as Judas
