Текст песни Austin Jones - Leaving This World

I can't walk carrying this ash on my back
Я не могу ходить неся этот пепел за спиной
I need to let it go, I need to let it go
Мне нужно отпустить это, я должен отпустить
But I can't let go when I'm on my own
Но я не могу отпустить
How in the hell was this house once a home?
Когда я остаюсь один как в аду, был ли этот дом когда-то домом?
When I think I've found happiness,
Когда я думаю что нашел свое счастье
It never lasts
Это никогда не длится
Relax, it's all in the past
Расслабься, это все в прошлом

Oh, is this the end
Ох, неужели это конец
Of everything I thought was real?
Все, о чем я думал, было реальным?
This can't be the end
Это не может быть концом
This world used to seem so real
Этот мир кажется настолько реальным
Testing my patience with time,
Испытывая мое терпение временем
You've made up your mind
Вы сами сделали свой разум
If you're leaving this world, I'm not far behind
Если вы покидаете этот мир, я не далеко позади
I thought all of this was real, I thought all of this was real
Я думал, что все это было реально, я думал, что все это было реально

I knew peace was a long shot
Я знал, что мир это длинный выстрел
I was sorry long before you all thought
Я сожалею задолго до того, как вы все обдумали
Stay silent while the whole world
Молчать в то время как весь мир
Thinks I'm something I'm not
Думает что я ничто
Become the target of hatred,
Стать объектом ненависти,
Make me the target of hatred
Сделайте меня объектом ненависти
When I think I've found happiness,
Когда я думаю что нашел свое счастье
It never lasts
Это никогда не длится
Relax, it's all in the past
Расслабься, это все в прошлом

Oh, is this the end
Ох, неужели это конец
Of everything I thought was real?
Все, о чем я думал, было реальным?
This can't be the end
Это не может быть концом
This world used to seem so real
Этот мир кажется настолько реальным
Testing my patience with time,
Испытывая мое терпение временем
You've made up your mind
Вы сами сделали свой разум
If you're leaving this world, I'm not far behind
Если вы покидаете этот мир, я не далеко позади
I thought all of this was real, I thought all of this was real
Я думал, что все это было реально, я думал, что все это было реально

But the world I once knew is
Но мир, который я когда-то знал,
Just like the ash and the knives in my back
Просто как пепел и ножи в спину
When I think I've found happiness,
Когда я думаю, что я нашел свое счастье,
It never lasts, why won't it last?
Почему это никогда не продолжается, почему же это не длится?
The absolute worst of me
Самое ужасное во мне
Does not make up all of my being
Не составляет всю мою сущность
Oh, you think you know me
Ох, вы думаете, что знаете меня
You know my mistakes, but you don't know me.
Вы знаете мои ошибки, но вы не знаете меня.

I CAN't Walk Carrying This Ash on My Back
I can not walk carrying this ash behind your back
I Need to Let It Go, I Need To Let It Go
I need to let it go, I have to let go
But i CAN't Let Go When I'm on My Own
But I can't let go
How in the Hell Was This House Once A Home?
When I stay alone like in hell, was this house sometime home?
WHEN I THINK I'VE FOUND HAPPINESS
When I think I found my happiness
IT Never Lasts.
It never lasts
RELAX, IT'S ALL IN THE PAST
Relax, it's all in the past

Oh, Is This The End
Oh, really this end
Of EVERYTHING I THOUGHT WAS REAL?
Everything I thought was real?
This CAN't Be The End
It can not be end
This WORLD Used to Seem So Real
This world seems so real
Testing My Patience With Time,
Experiencing my patience by time
You've Made Up Your Mind
You yourself made your mind
If You're Leaving This World, I'm not Far Behind
If you leave this world, I'm not far behind
I Thought All of this Was Real, I Thought All of this Was Real
I thought all this was real, I thought it was all real

I KNEW PEACE WAS A LONG SHOT
I knew that the world was a long shot
I Was Sorry Long Before You All Thougoht
I regret long before you thought everything
Stay Silent While The Whole World
Be silent while the whole world
Thinks I'm Something i'm not
Thinks i'm nothing
Become The Target of Hatred,
Become an object of hatred
Make Me The Target of Hatred
Make me with hatred object
WHEN I THINK I'VE FOUND HAPPINESS
When I think I found my happiness
IT Never Lasts.
It never lasts
RELAX, IT'S ALL IN THE PAST
Relax, it's all in the past

Oh, Is This The End
Oh, really this end
Of EVERYTHING I THOUGHT WAS REAL?
Everything I thought was real?
This CAN't Be The End
It can not be end
This WORLD Used to Seem So Real
This world seems so real
Testing My Patience With Time,
Experiencing my patience by time
You've Made Up Your Mind
You yourself made your mind
If You're Leaving This World, I'm not Far Behind
If you leave this world, I'm not far behind
I Thought All of this Was Real, I Thought All of this Was Real
I thought all this was real, I thought it was all real

But The World I Once Knew Is
But the world I once knew
Just Like The Ash and The Knives in My Back
Just like ashes and knives in the back
WHEN I THINK I'VE FOUND HAPPINESS
When I think I found my happiness,
IT NEVER LASTS, Why Won't IT Last?
Why it never continues, why doesn't it last?
The Absolute Worst of Me
The most terrible thing in me
Does Not Make Up All of My Being
Does not constitute the whole of my essence
Oh, You Think You Know Me
Oh, you think you know me
You know My Mistakes, But You Don't Know Me.
You know my mistakes, but you do not know me.