Now I will tell you what I 've done for you
50 thousand tears I've cried
Screaming deceiving and bleeding for you
And you still won't hear me
Don't want your hand this time I 'll save myself
Maybe I'll wake up for once
Not tormented daily defeated by you
Just when I thought I'd reached the bottom
I'm dying again
I'm going under
Drowning in you
I'm falling forever
I've got to break through
I'm going under
Blurring and stirring the truth and the lies
So I don't know what's real and what's not
Always confusing the thoughts in my head
So I can't trust myself anymore
I 'm dying again
I 'm going under
Drowning in you
I'm falling forever
I've got to break through
So go on and scream
Scream at me I 'm so far away
I won't be broken again
I’ve got to breathe I can't keep going under
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Теперь я расскажу тебе, что я сделала ради тебя.
Я проливала реки слёз,
Я кричала, обманывала и истекала кровью ради тебя.
И всё равно ты не слышишь меня.
Но можешь не протягивать мне руку, теперь я справлюсь сама.
Может быть, хоть раз я проснусь,
Не мучимая и не побеждённая тобой.
И, не успев подумать, что я достигла дна,
Я снова умираю.
Я тону,
Я утопаю в тебе.
Я погружаюсь в бездну навсегда.
Мне нужно прорваться,
Я тону.
Правда и ложь запутались и перемешались,
И теперь мне никак не понять, что правда, а что – нет.
Мои мысли в беспорядке,
Поэтому я больше не могу доверять себе.
Я снова умираю.
Я тону,
Я утопаю в тебе.
Я погружаюсь в бездну навсегда.
Мне нужно прорваться.
Продолжай кричать,
Кричи на меня, ведь я так далеко.
Больше я не сломаюсь.
Мне нужно дышать, я не должна утонуть.
Now I will tell you what I 've done for you
50 thousand tears I've cried
Screaming deceiving and bleeding for you
And you still will not hear me
Do not want your hand this time I 'll save myself
Maybe I'll wake up for once
Not tormented daily defeated by you
Just when I thought I'd reached the bottom
I'm dying again
I'm going under
Drowning in you
I'm falling forever
I've got to break through
I'm going under
Blurring and stirring the truth and the lies
So I do not know what's real and what's not
Always confusing the thoughts in my head
So I can not trust myself anymore
I 'm dying again
I 'm going under
Drowning in you
I'm falling forever
I've got to break through
So go on and scream
Scream at me I 'm so far away
I will not be broken again
I've got to breathe I can not keep going under
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Now I 'll tell you what I did for you.
I shed a river of tears ,
I screamed , deceiving and bleeding for you.
And yet you did not hear me .
But you can not pull my hand , now I can handle myself.
Maybe once I wake up ,
Not tormented and underdog you.
And , not having to think that I reached the bottom ,
Again, I was dying.
I'm drowning ,
I'm drowning in you.
I sink into the abyss forever.
I need a break ,
I'm drowning .
Truth and lies are confused and mixed up ,
And now I can not understand what is true and what - no.
My thoughts are in disarray,
Therefore, I can not trust myself .
Again, I was dying.
I'm drowning ,
I'm drowning in you.
I sink into the abyss forever.
I need a break .
Keep screaming ,
Scream at me , because I'm so far away.
More I will not break .
I need to breathe , I shall not drown.
