I slept outside in the rain again
Kicked off the couch by my last friend
For stealin' his old lady and his dope
It's been this way since I was a kid
All my family in jail or dead
All my kids call some other guy dad
This needle is just slow suicide
But it feels so good on the other side
But some goddamn thing keeps bringing me back
Life just seems like a dream
Blood and cum, smiles and screams
I keep waitin' on the day when I wake up
What kind of god would wake me up again
What kind of god would wake me up again
I did ok for a couple of years
A wife, a house, just drinking beer
But I have a scar inside that just won't heal
This thresher this world this raw deal
It's the upside down and can't be real
Now I'm just runnin' out the clock
yaaaa
What kind of god?
