Ever since my house burnt down
I see the moon more clearly
I gazed upon all the Edens that have fallen in me
I saw Edens that I had held in my hands, but let go
I saw promises I did not keep
Pains I did not sooth
Wounds I did not heal
Tears I did not shed
I saw deaths I did not mourn
Prayers I did not answer
Doors I did not open, doors I did not close
Lovers I left behind
And dreams I did not live
I saw all that was offered to me
That I could not accept
I saw the letters I wished for
But never received
I saw all that could have been
But never will be
С тех пор, как мой дом сгорел, я вижу луну яснее.
Я созерцал все райские сады, что обрушились во мне.
Я видел и те, что сжимал в своих руках, но упустил.
Я видел обещания, что не сдержал.
Боль, что не успокоил.
Раны, что не вылечил.
Слезы, что не пролил.
Я видел смерти, которые не оплакал.
Молитвы, которым не внял.
Двери, что не открыл.
И двери, что не были закрыты.
Возлюбленных, что оставил.
И мечты, что я не воплотил.
Я видел все, что было предложено мне, что я не мог принять,
Я видел письма, которых желал, но никогда не получал.
Я видел все, что только может быть, но никогда не будет.
Ever since my house burnt down
I see the moon more clearly
I gazed upon all the Edens that have fallen in me
I saw Edens that I had held in my hands, but let go
I saw promises I did not keep
Pains I did not sooth
Wounds I did not heal
Tears I did not shed
I saw deaths I did not mourn
Prayers I did not answer
Doors I did not open, doors I did not close
Lovers I left behind
And dreams I did not live
I saw all that was offered to me
That I could not accept
I saw the letters I wished for
But never received
I saw all that could have been
But never will be
Since my house burned down, I can see the moon clearer.
I contemplated all the Gardens of Eden that collapsed in me.
I saw those that I held in my hands, but missed.
I saw promises that I did not keep.
Pain that hasn't soothed.
Wounds that have not healed.
Tears I didn't shed.
I have seen deaths that I have not mourned.
Prayers that I did not heed.
Doors that did not open.
And the doors that weren't closed.
Beloved ones that I left.
And dreams that I have not realized.
I saw everything that was offered to me that I could not accept,
I have seen letters that I wanted but never received.
I've seen everything that can be, but never will.
