Текст песни Vocaloid - Hurting for a Very Hurtful Pain

What's painful? Why is it painful? Why do I want to be in this much pain?
What's painful? Why is it painful? Why do I want to be in this much pain?
What's painful? Why is it painful? Why do I want to be in this much pain?
What's painful? Why is it painful? Why do I want to be in this much pain?

It's already painful. It's very painful. Why is it this much painful?
Ah it's painful. I want to let you know. I only want you to know.
It's already agonizing. It's very agonizing. Why is it this much agonizing?
I want to see you. I want to see you. This area of my chest feels very painful.

I was the one who caused the pain. I inflicted many injuries upon myself.
They will eventually go away if I leave them be, but the pain is too great to ignore.

Once I've locked myself away I can't see anything. I'm the only one to comprehend this pain.
This is so very unreasonable and unfair! Someone please understand my anguish already!

Stay away. Stay away. Don't stir me up like that.
Don't worry. Don't worry. Don't shriek to me about every little thing.
Go away. Go away. Yes, I'll disappear sooner or later.
So just pretend to be fine and put up with all of it.

It's already painful. It's very painful. Why is it this much painful?
Ah it's painful. I want to let you know. I only want you to know.
It's already agonizing. It's very agonizing. Why is it this much agonizing?
I want to see you. I want to see you. This area of my chest feels very painful.

I've done it again. I have yet to pinpoint the cause.
An arrogant jerk is throwing his weight around. My wounds are stinging, throbbing, and numbing.

If I keep my mouth shut no one would find out. No one but I would understand this pain.
So I will not scream. I will not make a ruckus. I will live an empty life.

Oh yes. Oh yes. Everything will be fine if you just put up with it.
Please do that. Please do that. Please keep deceiving yourself.
Fly away. Fly away. I will send some signs to you this time.
If you keep acting so tough, you'll tire yourself out, you know?

I'll manipulate my brain into thinking that the pain is actually ecstasy.
Without any limit, I want to complete it avidly.
BUT once I come to an impasse and experience a setback, I begin reflecting seriously.
It is impossible for me to rewind time and only slow-replay the good parts
in an futile attempt to evade God.

Just what is, just what is, the thing hidden behind your pain?
If you can't take it, if you can't take it, then please properly ask for help.

It's almost time, it's almost time, for my job here to be done.
Very soon, very soon, I will release you from this pain.
However, however, I want you to think about me from time to time.
If you should ever forget me, I will appear before you again. Don't get carried away now.
Even just for a little bit, please take care.

It's gone. It's nowhere to be found. That bastard is nowhere to be seen.
That pain no longer exists anywhere. There's nothing agonizing anymore.
It's gone. It's nowhere to be found. You are nowhere to be seen.
Although my pain should have disappeared, although there shouldn't be anything agonizing anymore,

I feel agonized. For some reason I'm agonized. Why do I feel so much agonized?
This is something I looked forward to, but why do I feel that something is lacking?
It's already painful. It's very painful. This time something feels very painful.
Although I shouldn't feel any pain anymore, this area of my chest feels very painful again.

What's painful? Why is it painful? Why is it this much painful?
What's painful? Why is it painful? Why do I want to be in this much pain?
What's painful? Why is it painful? Why is it this much painful?
What's painful? Why is it painful? Why do I want to
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Что за боль? С чего же боль?
Почему так ранит боль? (4 раза)

Как больно, ужасно больно мне
Разве может быть настолько больно мне?
Ах, желаю сказать как больно мне
Хочу, чтобы знала о боли ты во мне

Это ужасно, просто ужасно
Почему она настолько ужасна?
Хочу, чтобы знала лишь ты
Болит здесь у меня в груди

Да, я один виноват в том, что есть
Да, я стал своей жертвой, как есть
Боль иногда покидает меня,
Возвращаясь потом новой волной

Когда на мгновение закрою глаза
Узнаю, что есть незримые вещи для нас
До крайности доводит глупость моя
Я желаю, чтобы кто-нибудь узнал как страдаю я

Не иди, не иди
Не беспокойся так обо мне
Мысли прочь, мысли прочь
Не забивай себе этим голову

Уходи, уходи
Вскоре не услышишь ты меня
Притворяйся, что всё нормально смирись

Как больно, ужасно больно мне
Разве может быть настолько больно мне?
Ах, желаю сказать как больно мне
Хочу, чтобы знала о боли ты во мне

Это ужасно, просто ужасно
Почему она настолько ужасна?
Хочу, чтобы знала лишь ты
Болит здесь у меня в груди

Снова случилось то, что есть
Не могу найти я причины здесь
Удар пронзительный по телу ощутил
Эта боль ноет, пульсирует, трепещит…

Если молчу, то не узнает никто,
Никто, кроме лишь меня одного
Не буду кричать, хаос создавать
Тихая жизнь в глазах других будет существовать

Верно всё, верно всё
Смирись с этим и время пролетит
Сделай это, сохрани
Обман внуши и отпусти.

Улетай, улетай
Я подам тебе знак со своей стороны
Врать себе всё время утомляет. Так ведь?

Разуму так легко превратить всё в наслаждение
Безграничность возможность
Из жадности погубит ярое стремление
НО

Попав в колею назад ты оглянись
Перемотай время и смирись
Замедленно воспроизводя яркие моменты
Не прячешься от Бога – ведь он, поверь, велик!

Твоя боль, да, твоя боль
Почему так скрыта она?
Невозможно ведь, невозможно ведь
Допустить тут помощь от других.

Я права?

Подожди, да подожди
Долг исполню я вскоре совсем
В итоге наконец, в итоге наконец
Я освобожусь вскоре от тебя

Взгляни ты на себя, взгляни ты на себя
В памяти лишь нужны тебе воспоминанья
Покажусь тебе я иной,
Что вычеркнул меня ты порой
Так что в угол не забивайся
И не возлагая малый груз на себя

Эй?

Нет её теперь, ведь она ушла
Нет её здесь, нет её там
Боль моя пропала вместе с тобой
Кончились наконец проблемы мои.

Нет её теперь, ведь ушла она
Нет её здесь, нет её там
Но боль должна пропасть вместе с тобой
И проблемы должны уйти вслед за тобой

Всё ещё больно мне, почему же больно мне?
Отчего же так ужасно больно мне?
В конце концов я же ждал давно
Но почему же я до сих пор чувствую её.

Как больно, ужасно больно мне
Почему же так тревожит боль во мне?
Не должна меня терзать она
Эта боль в груди у меня

Что за боль? С чего же боль?
Почему так ранит боль? (4 раза)

I want to know about pain you are in me

It's terrible, just awful
Why is it so terrible?
I want to know only you
Hurts here in my chest

Yes, I am one to blame for
Yes, I became my victim as it is
The pain sometimes leaves me
Returning then the new wave

When for a moment I closes my eyes
I find out that there are invisible things for us
To extreme brings my stupidity
I wish anyone to find out how I suffer

Don't go, do not go
Do not worry about me
Thoughts away, thoughts away
Do not score yourself a head

Go away, go
Soon you will not hear me
Pretend to say everything normally

How hurts, terribly hurt me
Can it be so hurt me?
Oh, I wish to say how hurt me
I want to know about pain you are in me

It's terrible, just awful
Why is it so terrible?
I want to know only you
Hurts here in my chest

Again happened what is
I can not find the reasons here
Shridly frankly felt
This pain rolls, flies, trembling ...

If silently, no one knows
No one except me alone
I will not shout, chaos create
Quiet life in the eyes of others will exist

True everything is true everything
Completing this and time will fly
Make it, save
Cheating inspired and let go.

Fly away, fly away
I will give you a sign for my part
Lying yourself all the time tires. So?

Reason so easy to turn everything into pleasure
Infinity of the opportunity
From greed destroyed an ardent desire
BUT

Once in a king back you look back
Rewind time and accept
Slowly reproducing bright moments
Do not hide from God - after all, he, believe, is great!

Your pain, yes, your pain
Why is it so hidden?
It is impossible, it is impossible because
Allow help from others.

I'm right?

Wait, yes wait
I will fulfill the debt I will soon at all
In the end, finally, in the end, finally
I'll be freed soon from you

Look at yourself, look at yourself
In memory, you just need a memoir
I will show you another,
What did you cross me sometimes
So in the corner do not drive
And not landing the small cargo

Hey?

No she now, because she gone
No her here, no it is there
My pain disappeared with you
Finally, my problems ended.

No she now, because she went
No her here, no it is there
But the pain should be gone with you
And problems should leave after you

Still hurt me, why hurt me?
Why is it so terribly hurt to me?
In the end, I waited a long time ago
But why am I still feel it.

How hurts, terribly hurt me
Why is it so disturbing pain in me?
I should not torment me
I have this chest pain

What kind of pain? What is the pain?
Why is the pain so wound? (4 times)