I don't know how else to put this.
It's taking me so long to do this.
I'm falling asleep and I can't see straight.
My muscles feel like a melee,
My body's curled in a U-shape.
I put on my best, but I'm still afraid.
Propped up by lies and promises.
Saving my place as life forgets.
Maybe it's time I saw the world.
I'm only here for a while.
And patience is not my style,
And I'm so tired that I got to go.
Where am I supposed to hide now?
What am I supposed to do?
Did you really think I wouldn't see this through?
Tell me I should stick around for you.
Tell me I can have it all.
I'm still too tired to care and I got to go.
I got to go home in one week.
But I'm leaving home in three weeks.
They throw me a bone just to pick me dry.
I'm following suit and directions.
I crawl up inside for protection.
I'm told what to do and I don't know why.
I'm over-existing in limbo
I'm over the myths and placebos
I don't really mind if I just fade away
I'm ready to live with my family.
I'm ready to die in obscurity
Cause I'm so tired that I got to go.
Where am I supposed to hide now?
What am I supposed to do?
You still don't think I'm gonna see this through.
Tell me I'm a part of history.
Tell me I can have it all.
I'm still too tired to care and I got to go.
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Не знаю, как ещё выразиться,
У меня это отняло столько времени…
Я засыпаю и уже не вижу ясно.
Мои мышцы ломит, как после драки,
Моё тело как будто завязали узлом,
Я притворяюсь, как могу, но мне всё равно страшно.
Поддерживаемый обманом и обещаниями,
Спасая свой мирок, пока жизнь о нём забывает,
Возможно, мне пора увидеть мир...
Я здесь ненадолго,
И постоянство – не мой стиль,
Но я очень устал от того, что мне всегда нужно уходить.
Где мне теперь скрываться?
Что мне теперь делать?
Ты, правда, думала, что я не осознАю этого?
Скажи мне, что я должен быть с тобою рядом,
Скажи мне, что у меня может быть всё.
Я слишком устал от забот, мне пора уходить.
Мне нужно попасть домой на будущей неделе,
Но через три недели меня там уже не будет.
Мне идут навстречу, чтобы потом дочиста обобрать.
Я выполняю приказы и указания,
Я ползаю на коленях, чтобы получить протекцию,
Мне все указывают, что делать, не знаю, почему.
Я слишком долго живу в неопределённости,
Мне уже не поможет плацебо или вымышленные надежды,
Если я исчезну, мне будет почти безразлично.
Я готов жить с семьей,
Я готов умереть в неизвестности,
Потому что я устал от того, что мне нужно уходить.
Где мне теперь скрываться?
Что мне теперь делать?
Ты правда думала, что я не осознаю этого?
Скажи мне, что я – часть истории,
Скажи мне, что у меня может быть всё.
Я слишком устал от забот, мне пора уходить.
I don't know how else to put this.
It's taking me so long to do this.
I'm falling asleep and I can't see straight.
My muscles feel like a melee,
My body's curled in a U-shape.
I put on my best, but I'm still afraid.
Propped up by lies and promises.
Saving my place as life forgets.
Maybe it's time I saw the world.
I'm only here for a while.
And patience is not my style,
And I'm so tired that I got to go.
Where am I supposed to hide now?
What am I supposed to do?
Did you really think I wouldn't see this through?
Tell me I should stick around for you.
Tell me I can have it all.
I'm still too tired to care and I got to go.
I got to go home in one week.
But I'm leaving home in three weeks.
They throw me a bone just to pick me dry.
I'm following suit and directions.
I crawl up inside for protection.
I'm told what to do and I don't know why.
I'm over-existing in limbo
I'm over the myths and placebos
I don't really mind if I just fade away
I'm ready to live with my family.
I'm ready to die in obscurity
Cause I'm so tired that I got to go.
Where am I supposed to hide now?
What am I supposed to do?
You still don't think I'm gonna see this through.
Tell me I'm a part of history.
Tell me I can have it all.
I'm still too tired to care and I got to go.
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I do not know how else to put it ,
At me it took so long ...
I fall asleep and did not see clearly .
My muscles ache , as after a fight
My body seemed tied knot
I pretend I can, but I still scary.
Supported by deceit and promises
Saving your little world as life forgets about it ,
Maybe I should go see the world ...
I am here for a while ,
And constancy - not my style
But I am very tired of the fact that I always have to leave .
Where am I going to hide ?
What do I do now ?
Do you really think I do not realize it ?
Tell me what I need to be here with you ,
Tell me what I can have it all.
I'm too tired to care, I have to go .
I need to get home next week
But three weeks later, I will not be there .
I go forward, then to clean with rob .
I follow orders and instructions
I crawl on my knees to get patronage ,
I do not suggest that do not know why .
I too long to live in uncertainty
I will not help either placebo or fictional hopes
If I disappear , I will be almost indifferent .
I am willing to live with the family ,
I'm ready to die in obscurity ,
Because I'm tired of what I need to leave.
Where am I going to hide ?
What do I do now ?
Do you really think that I am not aware of this ?
Tell me that I - a part of history
Tell me what I can have it all.
I'm too tired to care, I have to go .
